Knag n me

Thursday, December 30, 2010

wow already its going to be the new year.

dang im so not ready for this new year. im in so much pain from the


and it sucks so much. i wouldn't risk this on my worst enemy and she tired to kill me. its taken 4 + years for me to get diagnoised with this. and im glad for it to be over. now its time to figure out what meds work to handle my pain. now having two kids one who is 3 and one who is 2 while dealing with the pain is alittle hard but ive been doing it. keith thinks its a game when he comes to our room in the morning and has to see if mommys in the bed or on the toddlar matteress on the floor. other then that we had a wonder xmas spent with our family.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

being asthmatic and being sick.

so when i was 13 i was diagnosed with asthma. needless to say because i was diagonois so late in my life ill have it forever. sucks. well when i become pregnant the first time i was told ur child has a 50 percent chance of having asthma. so no big deal right. hahahaha ya right. guess what keith has it. aggggggggggggg pissed me off. keith refused to drink the singular stuff so it was a horrible time. then when i became pregnant with arianna i just thought i bet she gets it too. and of course she got not only the asthma from me but aniema to. man i suck. also she was born with sleep apnea. so back to now. of course its winter time, and right after thanksgiving arianna got sick she was put on meds and breathing treatments. she got better then now 2 weeks before xmas she is getting worest again. and because she is asthmatic its a terrible thing that i hate that she chokes when she coughs. it not only scares mannie and i but her too. keith has a cough but because we caught it now i think that he will get better sooner

Thursday, December 9, 2010

today is dec. 9th and in a month and 3 days ill be........ 28

omg im so sitting here thinking dang im gonna be 28. four yrs ago i was pregnant with my first child and thinking wow im nervous. and now i have 2 kids and been married for 4 yrs. things are so silly now a days. keith is in this really horrible stage were all he does is wine and then he starts chocking and coughing. arianna is in the terrible twos and man is it horrible. i cant even imagine having twins at this stage. i can only think that life is going to be alittle easier soon.