wow already its going to be the new year.

dang im so not ready for this new year. im in so much pain from the

Fibromyalgia

and it sucks so much. i wouldn't risk this on my worst enemy and she tired to kill me. its taken 4 + years for me to get diagnoised with this. and im glad for it to be over. now its time to figure out what meds work to handle my pain. now having two kids one who is 3 and one who is 2 while dealing with the pain is alittle hard but ive been doing it. keith thinks its a game when he comes to our room in the morning and has to see if mommys in the bed or on the toddlar matteress on the floor. other then that we had a wonder xmas spent with our family.

being asthmatic and being sick.

so when i was 13 i was diagnosed with asthma. needless to say because i was diagonois so late in my life ill have it forever. sucks. well when i become pregnant the first time i was told ur child has a 50 percent chance of having asthma. so no big deal right. hahahaha ya right. guess what keith has it. aggggggggggggg pissed me off. keith refused to drink the singular stuff so it was a horrible time. then when i became pregnant with arianna i just thought i bet she gets it too. and of course she got not only the asthma from me but aniema to. man i suck. also she was born with sleep apnea. so back to now. of course its winter time, and right after thanksgiving arianna got sick she was put on meds and breathing treatments. she got better then now 2 weeks before xmas she is getting worest again. and because she is asthmatic its a terrible thing that i hate that she chokes when she coughs. it not only scares mannie and i but her too. keith has a cough but because we caught it now i think that he will get better sooner

today is dec. 9th and in a month and 3 days ill be........ 28

omg im so sitting here thinking dang im gonna be 28. four yrs ago i was pregnant with my first child and thinking wow im nervous. and now i have 2 kids and been married for 4 yrs. things are so silly now a days. keith is in this really horrible stage were all he does is wine and then he starts chocking and coughing. arianna is in the terrible twos and man is it horrible. i cant even imagine having twins at this stage. i can only think that life is going to be alittle easier soon.

Happy thanksgiving.......... what it means for me.....

im so thankful for my loving family. For my two wonderful silly kids. for my hubby and of course for all of our health.

Happy thanksgiving to all of you, may u have a wonderful day. be safe on black friday all

crappy day

yesterday woke up to a leak in the kitchen and i wasn't happy about it.wont be fixed till insurance pays for it.

kids are in the paper

how cool that there in the paper
http://www.nwitimes.com/news/local/lake/hammond/article_637c0e84-bf82-5a62-a3b8-4abd8bb85265.html

oh man no one likes me

lol ya i know i have 7 followers but no one really seems to comment. so today is november 19th 2010. hard to think that its almost jan. wow.
Well life has had its ups and downs. we have lived back in chicago for a yr now and it has been good for all of us. when we lived in carson city, nevada the kids had a few friends, but no cousins near their age or they never saw any of their relatives other then my grandma, my dad and bro. so now that we are here in chicago they have cousins galore and see their grandparents so much. keith loves seeing his cousins and all his family. arianna has her moments when she doesnt want anyone touching her but daddy, mommy, wito or wita. sometimes she even lets tio and tia touch her. but she loves all her family. going into this holiday season is going to be great because not only are we going to mannie's brother and sister in laws house, we will also be going to mannies uncles house. so the kids will be seeing their cousins and eatting lots of food.

also im hoping that within the next 2 christmases we will start doing the tradition were everyone including the kids will stay up till 12 to open presents. well good nite all